Mowing The Lawn

Well I have been spending this week chillin' at home, is nice to get some time to relax and not have much to worry about or anything to do. I am ready to go out there and do something, be around people, and have fun. Which is exactly what I plan to do, go and see a movie here in a little bit. I have had a lot of time to do some reading. The last couple of months I haven't really read that much. This week however I rekindled my love and have stayed up till 2 a.m. reading on multiple nights. A good book is so hard to put down it takes you into a whole new world, which for me is in some made up place as I am a fan of fantasy novels. Speaking of fantasy novels; I am really getting excited for the seventh Harry Potter book to come next month, and the special effects in the new movie look pretty sweet. Enough about books.
For me the best time to do some serious meditation is while mowing the lawn. I got a chance to do that the other day and I really enjoyed it. There is something about being outside going around in circles for a few hours that really lets the body relax and the mind wander. Some of my biggest decisions and realizations have been made while mowing.
Something that really intrests me are people, their actions, reasoning, who they choose to be, how they act, their motives everything. If you really take the time to consider someones actions besides you will find your self lost in a web of if's and what if's. As one of my least favorite teachers used to say "If frogs had wings, they wouldn't bump their butts when they bounced." Seriously it is hard enough to try and figure out your own motivies sometimes, because to do that you have to be completely honest with yourself and if you are honest with yourself you realize you aren't the type of person that you want to be or you want people to see you as. So often people hide their true intentions under some alternative intention. Deep down they really know what they want and no matter how much they try to cover it up it is still there. If that doesn't give you enough to think about here is some more. You cannot understand another person fully through their actions and words. For ages people have been working on ways to decieve each other. You may be able to tell true deception such as lies and trickery but not things that are the truth. By that I mean what someone tells you may have a completely different meaning than how you precieved. This can be for a number of reasons; complete misunderstadings, you may not have the perspective the other person has, or the situation may be different for you compared to the other person. A combination of all is also completely possible. Knowing what people intend to do or what they mean or even how they feel is sometimes hard to tell. My advice is to not read to much into things but make sure you read the bold print.
Feel free to disagree with anything I just wrote, or just let me know what you think about it, or add to it. Sorry if their are any type o's, spell check will not work for me.